"Abandonment is not your Fault"

I am so flat out excited because when I turned 50 I looked up and realized that I was not where I wanted to be in my life.I had given so much of myself spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and financially to other people. So in 2021 I decided to put all of that effort and energy that I was putting into other people, into myself. Rewind. In 2020 I found out that I was adopted. I know, I know! it was a doo

zy for me too! It really put me on a journey of self-helping. From not knowing the truth, growing up with people treating me differently and not understanding why, and then my mother, being deceased, is not here to answer all of the questions that I have. I made a decision that I was going to look at this as a possible do-over. To have some good relationships with some family members that may be I didn't have growing up. I went with a positive attitude and was greeted with love on both sides of my family. I have two sisters from my birth mother and I'm the only child my father has. It also propelled me in 2022 to write a book. One day Spirit said, "Write a book on abandonment." I said, Why? I don't know anything about abandonment because I don't have abandonment issues." The Divine said, "Yes you do." So ok! Who am I to argue with God! What do I write? I asked. I wrote down everything Spirit told me to write and brought my remembrance back to the moment of when each abandonment moment happened. And even though I didn't know I was being abandoned, I was being abandoned. I was abandoned emotionally, physically, and financially. So I wrote the book in 7 days within the next 3 to 4 weeks it was published and up on Amazon and Kindle. I'm now a published author. I'm so flat out excited that I was able to put my heart on paper, heal from what did hurt me because some triggers came along the way, and it was therapeutic for me. When you put yourself first and you really focus your energy on yourself, you'll be amazed at what you can achieve. On April 9th 2022 I started writing the book that took 7 days. When you get on the other side of your comfort zone and you don't care about what other people think or say, you will look up and see a new you!